i said i would try very hard not to read his email but i did it! yikes. i wasn’t very apologetic and started throwing a tantrum cause i used to be able to access it whenever i want. but anyway, i got a spanking, 50 times with the paddle. and i’m still very sore from yesterday. ouch!
but anyway EC said he feels quite turned on be this, but he thinks its because of all the masculine energy he is forced to bring out whenever he spanks / punishes me.
can’t give a long post on what i’m feeling, i’ve got a lot of work to do. 😦
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